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Nostalgic
Leave a patch of grey for me, between the distinct black and white
Y`{明日的记忆——Arashi}

明日的记忆——Arashi

あの日君と见ていた 夕焼け永远にしたくて(想要将当天与你看过的晚霞收归永远)
记忆の中 手を伸ばして 何度も触れようとするけれど(尽管在记忆之中伸出手 尝试尽可能触碰几次)

同じ景色の気持ちも 二度とは取り戻せないから(同样的景色与心情 亦已无法重拾)
辉いてた 过去の梦を 振り返ってしまうだろう(曾经耀眼的过去的梦想 也只能回顾了吧)

真っさらな未来にさえ 悲しみが零れだして 心を渗ませるから(即使是崭新的未来 悲伤亦洒出来)
谁もが立ち止まり 见失ってしまうよ(从心底渗出 谁若举步不前就会迷失方向)

巡り巡る季节の途中で(循环著 循环著的季节的途中)
何色の明日を描きますか(到底会描绘出什麼颜色的明天?)
强く强く信じ合えたなら(强烈地 强烈地深信彼此的话)
何色の未来が待っていますか(到底等待我们的是什麼颜色的未来?)

大切な思い出さえ いつかは色褪せてくから(即使是珍贵的回忆 总会在某天褪色)
现実から 目を凝らして 梦という言叶に见えた(把视线拉离现实 逃避叫作梦的词语)

伤つき壊れた昨日が 过ちだったとしても 手を触れてはないから(受伤崩坏的昨天 即使只是错误)
何度も始めから やり直して行けばいい(已无法挽回 所以再几次都重来 重新振作就足够了)

巡り巡る时代の途中で(循环著 循环著的时代的途中)
何度人を好きに惯れるのだろう(到底会喜欢上人多少次?)
深く深く支え合えたなら(深深地 深深地支持对方的话)
君のために何ができるのだろう(到底为了你我能做些什麼?)

重ね合った心の奥に(重合的心深处)
喜びと悲しみ 温もりと憎しみ (喜悦与悲伤 温暖与憎恨)
仆らが巡り合い 分かち合った日々は(我们偶然相遇 共同渡过的日子)
确かにこの胸に 焼き付いているから(确实在这心中正正燃烧著)

巡り巡る季节の途中で(循环著 循环著的季节的途中)
何色の明日を描きますか(到底会描绘出什麼颜色的明天?)
强く强く信じ合えたなら(强烈地 强烈地深信彼此的话)
何色の未来が待っていますか(到底等待我们的是什麼颜色的未来?)

Last noted @Sunday, January 03, 2010
Baby,top. || 5:28:00 PM




Y`{平凡,平庸}

我不想平凡
但当我看到镜子上反射着如此平庸的我
我很无奈
为什么

我不想平凡
看着许许多多出类拔萃的人
我努力着,羡慕着
但为何还是如此平庸

不要告诉我你所有的大道理
你不明白我
不要再自以为是的决定什么对我最好
你不了解我

看着身旁许许多多的人
突然觉得好气愤
为什么我要待在那里
为什么要我勉强的微笑着
为什么你不能明白我

简单平凡的幸福,你知道吗,已经无法满足我想要窜逃出外的野心
就像看见了目标,却仍然无法看清路途如此的迷惘
满腔的无助我无处发泄
却仍然还得对你笑

好想出外走走,真的已经
不行了。

Last noted @Saturday, January 02, 2010
Baby,top. || 11:17:00 PM




Y`{A very short Christmas post}

I know what's the date now, yes, its the 29th already.
But still, I shall try to be as enthusiastic as possible and try finishing my Christmas Post in case it just drags on and this article shall never be published.

Christmas was great overall, especially on the Eve, I guess.
My family and I headed over to Pizza Hut for lunch cause we didnt want to crash into the crowds during dinner time.
Pizza was good, just a bit hard and I chewed until my jaws were sore, seriously.
Back home after lunch, of course, for the holy process of tearing up wrapping paper happily and grinning even happier whilst seeing the gifts.

Dun feel much like uploading photos, will do so another day.
Sigh.
Guess I'm just in a rather bad mood, ignore me.
Goodbye

Last noted @Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Baby,top. || 10:01:00 PM




Y`{不爱,因为太爱了}

恋爱了
你和某个不知名的女生,此时此刻,也许正上演着羡煞旁人的甜蜜恋情
好幸福
我指的,是那个能够拥有你的幸运女孩
她正拥有着,我这辈子最想要的东西,而正因为她拥有着,所以我的泪水就不受控制的流了下来

幸福吧
我想是的,我也希望你是的,哪怕让你微笑的人不是我
你是我人生中最响亮的交响曲,而我却注定只是你短暂的伴奏
我哭泣,我空虚,我无奈
却仍然无法命令自己憎恨你,遗忘你,不再爱你

是啊
就是那么深刻又执着的爱着
那怕我知道你身边已经有了别的女孩,却还是不能制止对你的感情
是傻是笨或是愚昧
我都已经分不清了
爱情从来都不需要理由的,不是吗

心里空空的,脑袋空空的,我不知道此时此刻的我还能做些什么
我很想祝福你,从此就那么放开过我自己的人生
可是好难
伴随我那么多年,纠缠我那么多年的一切,不能就因为我的一句话而遗忘
如果可以的话

真希望能打一支麻痹针
也许这就能暂时的止住我心中那张牙舞爪血流不止的伤痛
也许这就能永远的保护着我不再感受外界任何的影响
也顺便切断我所有感应的动脉神经
如同行尸走肉般,也许也是另一条出路

我不敢知道那个幸运的女孩长得怎么样,不敢知道她的个性如何,更不想知道为何是她
我只能懦弱的切断一切的联络方式
不能再知道你的一切,因为这只会让我越陷越深,只会让我越来越痛苦
你要幸福
绝对要比我幸福,绝对要笑得比以往的开心
不然,我就再也找不着呼吸着的理由了

不再爱了
不能再爱了
不期望再爱了
我,不爱了。
因为,曾经太爱了。

Last noted @Monday, December 21, 2009
Baby,top. || 8:45:00 PM




Y`{Mummy's my personal Santa yo}

Uh huh.
Common tests are finally over. God knows how did I pull through this effing torturous week.
My results are so gonna suck badly when I return back to sch after new year, but who cares, I'm so gonna enjoy my holidays and christmas to even think about it.

Enjoy. Like real.
I can predict that my holidays are gonna suck a big time already.
1) Work on tues, fri, sat sun.
2) Effing lots of projects undone

Damn, do I even have time to sleep. I seriously need more than 48 hours per day yo.

Anyway, I think this year's christmas has got to be one of the most fabulous in recent years. My christmas sock is already brimming full of goodies now and I cant wait to unwrap them! Mummy has already stocked up on the FOOD, which means cookies, chocolates, ham and every sweeeet yo!

Mummy's my personal Santa yo. =)

The only sad thing is that I didnt managed to persuade her to get a log cake. She thinks it way to sweet. Hmph. Maybe I'll bully daddy into getting one, i guess? Like hello, what's Christmas without a turkey and a log cake?

Am crossing my fingers that the gathering with the girls on around the 30th is gonna make it. I doubt it will clash with my schedule and hopefully most of them can also make it. I haven seen Cheanny's ass for like a century already ok. In the meantime, am saving up in progress in order to change my phone next year.

Cool, finally freaking 2009's gonna be over soon =)


Merry Christmas to you too, the one I missed from far. This holiday season should be awfully anticipated over at ur place right. I can already imagine all the christmas lights, the noisy and bustling streets with people decked out in their chrismassy outfits etc. I guess it should be fun for u, isnt it?
Few weeks ago, I went to the airport recently alone. I really wanted to know how it felt for u when u left here.
I just sat quietly at the viewing gallery, watching the planes taking off and landing in.
It is senseless, I know. Not that with me moping around, i would change ANYTHING.
But the problem is, I dont know what I can do.
I just miss you, missed the time u were here, missed the times when everything was in the past, missed the times when I watched u from afar, just feeling happy seeing u smile.
And just missed, the way I loved u.
Merry Christmas, my love =)

Last noted @Thursday, December 17, 2009
Baby,top. || 10:24:00 PM




Y`{Sleep-full =)}

Burp.
I am finally sleep-full, after recharging my batteries from 8pm to 8am now.

Its been a very hectic week, with lotsa tutorials and lectures to attend and even more homework.
Common tests in one two weeks, and yet I'm still in my lala-land, youtub-ing and facebook-ing.
If not, den its work. (its a good thing i got my pay recently, if not i really cant drag myself there)

Sigh. I really need more family time, mummy-time in exact.
Muahaha. I've already promised to bring her to Ichiban Sushi for lunch during one of my free days.
Mummy's been totally sweet these days by filling up my Christmas SOCK with lotsa presents and goodies. Its like already more than 3/4 full even though its only freaking 6th today!

I've always loved Christmas, its the day when u gets lotsa presents and good food and just pure fun. This year I'm spending it with my family again, and I'm sure it'll be as good as last year. I'm already having a headache over what to get for them already, although I dont have to get anything for my brother.
I promised him a X-box or Wii next year already. lol
Daddy's gift might be easy, but mummy's hard!

Ok, note to self: gets presents asap in case all those good stuffs are snatched away before Christmas.
PS. I really really really want to tour the whole of JAPAN!

Last noted @Sunday, December 06, 2009
Baby,top. || 8:24:00 AM




Y`{寻找}

很想追上那么杰出优秀的你,但你的脚步似乎还是太快了些。
太晚起步,所以现在真的觉得累得想放弃。
不晓得眼前的路,该怎么走下去。
就这样漫无目的,日复一日的活着,也许也能开拓出属于我的空间也说不定。

属于我的那片天空,究竟在哪呢?

Last noted @Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Baby,top. || 7:15:00 PM




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